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| it's not too late to start anew! i'd love it if you'd follow my new blog, i'm moving to tumblr. the site layouts are simply adorable, and i am a complete sucker for those. it's quite simple too. yes, i am talking to you michelle and to all my random site visitors. www.tayjukebox.tumblr.com | | |
| it's unstable and fluctuating. like when you place your finger gently on the button and peer at the image to see if it's clear. and if it isn't you push with more force and it either focuses or refocuses. | | |
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“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
by Neil Gaiman | | |
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UGHHYAGDDAJFADSF!(#5:
-find a job
-get license
-$$, you owe owe and owe so stop this never-ending flow
-prepare halloween costume(s)
-enslave yourself to school
-make tyree mixtape
-fix your bangs, man, forrealz
WANT:
-loose big black beanie
-loose big chanel t-shirt
-knit dresses
-long sleeve dresses
-knit tights
-white & navy striped long sleeve sweater
-a brown/black type cropped jacket
-the hood/scarf
-military jacket
-black studded vest
-endless treasure trove of grandma sweaters
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cold and chilly weather makes me want to be on the east side, maryland, new york, virginia. it's winter time, you want to see the real autumn leaves and the first flakes of snow fall from the sky. i want to wear coats, boots and scarves because i really need to. this weather also compels me to go outside and take pictures all day, i believe creative outlets are always good.
hmm. today was very, very quaint. i had lunch with two friends in chaya's cozy atmosphere, i always picture lunch in this weather serenely too. somewhere small, somwhat cramped, by the window with something warm but in today's case it was milk tea haha. got a lot off my chest too, didn't realize that until i walked away with a smile.
today was a good day also because i grasped some new principles and following those principles is pretty ideal to me. not that i haven't ever done that before, but instead this time they won't be so diluted and influenced.
once you're out on your own you really do have space to stretch our your legs, arms and horizons. no one's fixations are eyeing you to tie you down and judge you.
i can say my life is good, here's hoping yours is too
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